the end of october

I have been hungover since Halloween. I still don't think I've fully recovered. I was Lara Croft though and I looked good, at least. But damn London is so busy, so it wasn't quite the night that was planned.

I also realised I guess I don't speak about things generally about me, so I've started a running list on my Me page which I'll update whenever I think of something else about myself. 

I'm not sure if this has coincided with the winter blues or the post-bf depression too. I'm feeling pretty directionless and hopeless in life right now. What will I ever do for a career? Who will take me? Why do I have to work? I want money. I have plans, but no money. 

I had one of those days where everything was nothing. I couldn't go my phone, couldn't watch a movie, couldn't draw... but somehow I managed to stick on a chick flick, and I forgot how healing they can be. And the movie was...

What A Girl Wants! With the legend Colin Firth and poor Amanda Bynes. 

A very cringey yet very fun movie that made me enjoy life for a little. London rep woo. It's one that I'd been meaning to watch for ages as a big Amanda (and Colin ofc) fan but never had. And as most of us here are big 2000's fans, it's one to put on your list if you haven't watched; it brings the VIBES.

I guess there's one good thing about my sad day. Hope yours was better! kisses